amanda ;)

Wow, I haven’t posted about anything for a really long time. What can I say? Hmm, MJC IS DAMN FUN AND AWESOME! My class is amazing & totally enjoyable to be in! It’s like everyday you’re laughing at something stupid and damn random. Yesterday we had science fiesta and…. MY CLASS WON DOMINO! YEAH SAY HELLO TO OUR $100 BENS AND JERRYS VOUCHER HAHAHAHA YEAH WELL DONE GUYS! It was seriously awesome, Jere took a video and it was great! I hope this will help win the trophy for science fiesta for MIRANDA. :) mi-miranda, mi-miranda!!! Yesterday I also had band, and the dinner we had was epic and really funny. Told a lot of lame jokes, played “I have never”, & just talked about our personality quizzes haha, and we found out my friend is bipolar, which is scary! Like he’s both an extravert & introvert, cause he took the quiz twice and he got 2 totally different things! Omg weird much, but other than that, the dinner was really fun, & we bond a lot! YAY TO JC1 BAND MEMBERS without the other 28 JC1s who haven’t come band yet or didn’t join us for dinner! I swear, band is going to be so damn awesome if every practice is like that :) YEAH.

OH AND ISRAEL HOUGHTON CONCERT ON THURS NIGHT WAS FABULOUS OMG HE IS FREAKING AWESOME & THE LAST 15MINS WHEN ALL THE YOUTH RAN IN FRONT TO JUMP TO THE 3 SONGS WAS THE BEST PART OMG OMG OMG. See, talking about it makes me damn hyper :) HAHAHAHAHAHAH. YEAH G12 2012, XOXOXOXOXOXO.

Okay there’s a lot of homework to be done, so… Bye :)

MJC is really fun :) loved all the cheers & the games, especially the wet games cause we all got really wet. I personally got wet because people just throw water bombs at you without you even knowing. It hurts, but at the same time, it’s fun getting wet because we all get wet together :) I really hope I can be the fun one in my class! Like the sociable, fun, nice Amanda :) something different from secondary school. You know, I can be part of the in-crowd for once. It’s a really great feeling, I know that, because I almost made it through. Sometimes people don’t realise school and other social places have that in-crowd everyone is trying to get into. We can do very small things like just saying hi to the people who say hi to you, or we can do big things like making more friends with people outside our comfort zone. And as that social butterfly I was labelled almost everywhere I am at, I kinda of have that quality of going up and making new friends. It’s just in my blood :) I’m really thankful for this friendly side of me, if not I wouldn’t know so many people right now. :)

After babbling for one paragraph, I don’t even know what I’m talking about. I guess…I want my JC life to be different from my primary school and secondary school life. Awesome friends and teachers stay, but bad influence go. This is something I have to keep in mind before something comes out of my mouth. I guess I’m more careful now because my cell mate is in my class. One wrong word, and I’ll probably feel really guilty :/ Anyway I realised there’s a lot of FCBC friends in MJC! If I’m not wrong, more than 7. No, at least 7! Which is really amazingly cool. It’s like God placed us all here together for a purpose, TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE! I wonder if the other FCBC people know that, but I know that I want to make a difference :) I want to be part of something bigger than just a normal life any teenager can have. I want to have the best 2 years I can ever ask for while being under the MOE system :) this is my last 2 years to make a huge difference! I have to! It’s his calling, I can feel it :)

It’s late, I got to sleep, because tomorrow we’re going SENTOSA! Pretty pumped up for it! Hopefully my CG will be hyper and all set to be enthusiastic with me :) GOOD NIGHT MY DARLINGS :)

Is it bad that I’m a choleric person? Here’s what wiki says…

Choleric

The choleric temperament is fundamentally ambitious and leader-like. They have a lot of aggression, energy, and/or passion, and try to instill it in others. They can dominate people of other temperaments, especially phlegmatic types. Many great charismatic military and political figures were choleric. They like to be in charge of everything. However, cholerics also tend to be either highly disorganized or highly organized. They do not have in-between setups, only one extreme to another. As well as being leader-like and assertive, cholerics also fall into deep and sudden depression. Essentially, they are very much prone to mood swings.

But when you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me

Happy Chinese New Year :) I can’t wait to visit my relatives and see my cousins tomorrow! Gonna have so much fun! Wearing the green dress I bought, but I haven’t decided on which shoes I’m going to wear yet! :( 

Sometimes I really think about what would happen if I said yes instead of no. Seriously, there could be a difference. I mean that’s what my heads tells me; I’m an idiot for saying no. But my soul says the other; It’s right to wait for someone right for you. I’m just stuck. It has been more than a year, and it was pretty dreadful..I don’t know what to feel anymore. You know they say every girl needs a guy best friend? Yeah, every girl needs one. But I lost mine, on one of the best days of my life. Haven’t guessed it yet? My birthday. I know I made the right move, but look what everything turned out to be. When I have that certain feeling like a 6th sense when I’m talking to someone new, I delete them from my life. It’s sad. I keep on losing good guy friends. I don’t know what to do anymore. I doubt I’ll ever find a guy best friend… I have guy-best-friend- phobia. Is it a phobia? Hmmm.. Oh I found this: friendiapobia-fear of not having or loosing a best friend. Got to be something :/

Anyway I am going to watch Pretty Little Liars now, it’s pretty creepy but I guess it’s more of ‘I’ll continue to watch it then let’s see if I’m really creeped out’ than a ‘I don’t want to watch it though I’ll be left hanging’. HAHA. Adiõs :)